The finale episode of Dog's Most Wanted just aired and it was a lot for the audience to take. In the episode, Dog is completely overcome with grief and sadness at the loss of his wife. So much that he even contemplates committing suicide. \u201cI\u2019ve only been alone as I showered and I had to run out without a towel, because I can\u2019t be alone right now,\u201d Dog tells a camera during the final episode. He continues, \u201cThat\u2019s when I start thinking about things. And I lay down to take a nap, and I reached over to touch something, and it was the freaking dog. I don\u2019t realize yet psychologically that she\u2019s gone gone and I\u2019ll never, ever see her. I don\u2019t realize that.\u201d Dog the Bounty Hunter contemplates suicide in final episode of 'Dog's Most Wanted' Dog and Beth Chapman \/ Facebook \u201cI just hope that I don\u2019t live very much longer without her, because now she made the first step, she\u2019s through the gate,\u201d Dog adds. \u00a0\u201cShe paved a way for me. I want to take a g\u2013 d\u2014 pain pill so bad. I feel like if I did something to myself right now and passed away suicidal and I got to heaven and was like, \u2018Hi honey,\u2019 and would she go, \u2018You d\u2014 a\u2013, why would you do that?\u2019 Or would she go, \u2018Wow, you\u2019re here.\u2019 I\u2019ll be like \u2018Of course I\u2019m here. You left me. I\u2019m here.\u2019 So, am I obligated to do that?\u201d RELATED: Dr. Oz Reveals Dog The Bounty Hunter's Startling Medical Scans Of His Lungs Beth was diagnosed with stage 2 throat cancer in 2017. She would lose her long battle with cancer on June 26th at the age of 51. Then, just three months after Beth's death, Dog would be diagnosed with a pulmonary embolism in the heart. No one knows how to function properly following Beth's death Dog and Beth \/ YouTube\/WGN Dog didn't feel that he wanted to go through with treatment for his pulmonary embolism, despite what Dr. Oz had told him. \u201cI hesitated for a minute thinking, I don\u2019t want to have to go through this again,\u201d Dog says, remembering all the doctors and treatment his late wife had to go through. \u201cI don\u2019t want to die right now," he says. Dog adds, "I\u2019m not afraid to die anymore, but I really didn\u2019t care for awhile if something would happen. I do care now.\u201d In a home footage clip, we can see his daughters, Lyssa, Bonnie, and Cecily, are just speechless hours after Beth's death. Lyssa says that it feels like it's "not real." Dog responds with the fact that no matter how much you prepare beforehand, nothing can prepare you for the pain of that loss. Watch the promo video for the season finale episode below. https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?vgOyeObhT1JA Click To Play Daily WordSearch In The New DYR Arcade!