Paul Reubens, the beloved Pee-wee Herman, opened up about the darkest chapters of his life in the HBO docuseries Pee-wee as Himself. Although he passed away from cancer in July 2023, he used the documentary to clear the air about his controversial past before his death.
The series premiered at the 2025 Sundance Film Festival, revealing the legal troubles and public backlash that plagued the late actor. Paul Reubens shared his anguish over the misconduct he was accused of and being labeled a “pedophile” following two high-profile arrests. This became a turning point in his life.
Paul Reubens’ misconduct allegations
Paul Reubens’ first arrest occurred in 1991 when he was charged with indecent exposure at an adult movie theatre. Even though he pleaded no contest to this charge, he was still charged for something similar a decade later. In 2001, the authorities then searched his house and discovered some explicit material that exploited minors.
Therefore, he was charged in 2002 with misconduct for having such sexual materials involving underage children. However, Paul Reubens maintained his innocence throughout, and in 2004, the case was resolved when he pleaded guilty to a lesser charge. But being labeled such plagued Reubens, and he strongly desired to let the public know the truth about all that had happened.
Matt Wolf directed the docuseries to show Paul Reubens’ career and the challenges he endured. From his work on Pee-wee’s Big Adventure and Pee-wee’s Playhouse to his arrests, he desired to create a balance between his identity, his career, and the misconduct charges against him.
Inside the new Paul Reubens documentary
The movie also addresses how societal biases may have fueled the scrutiny Paul Reubens faced. Publicist Kelly Bush Novak described the legal troubles as a “homophobic witch hunt,” emphasizing the prejudice often embedded in public and legal perceptions.
At the end of his life, Reubens decided to complete the documentary, even recording audio on his own just one day before his death. “I wanted to talk about what it’s like to be labeled a pariah, to have people scared of you, unsure of you, or untrusting,” he said. “I wanted people to understand that occasionally, where there is smoke, there isn’t always fire.”