Madonna Experienced Memory Gap Of 5 Days During Near-Fatal Hospitalization

While on her first tour in three years, Madonna got candid with her fans about her emergency hospital visit earlier this year. During the opening night on Saturday at the O2 Arena, she admitted to thinking the infection would kill her. “I didn’t think I was gonna make it,” she said.

She also revealed that she did not know what was going on throughout her stay at the hospital while also thanking her children for speeding up her recovery. “I forgot five days of my life— or death. I didn’t really know where I was,” she said.

Madonna is back on the road

The Celebration tour was initially set to debut in July, but after Madonna broke down while rehearsing in New York, the tour was put on hold until she fully recovered. According to a source, the Material Girl resumed rehearsals just two months after the “several-day stay in the ICU.”

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“She is very much still in recovery, but Madonna has been chomping at the bit to get back to rehearsals,” they said. “Not only has she hired the Coliseum in New York, but she’s also hired out a second venue in London for the final week of dress rehearsals.”

Madonna appreciates her children for her recovery

The pop icon paid tribute to her six children— Lourdes, Rocco, David, Mercy, Estere, and Stella, for contributing to her survival. “But my children were there— and my children always save me every time. I have got to be there for my children— I have to survive for them,” she added.

She also thanked them on Instagram a month after the news broke while acknowledging her fans and friends. “Love from family and friends is the best Medicine. One month out of the hospital, and I can reflect. But my children were there— and my children always save me every time,” she said. “I have got to be there for my children— I have to survive for them.”